mia in for a pretty long time, caught up with work etc and now finally back.
i just cannot stop myself from writing cause i just cannot remember how many manga have i read. Otsuki Mio is one of the artist that i really adore her artworks as in i loved her color pages and also her drawings. It really have her own style and its just pretty. Adding another to my  read list is calling by Ootsuki Miu.

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So I love this book a lot, i love the story and how it goes, I love the characters, I love everything about this book. The girls characters are just nice not getting in the way and i actually do love natsumi-chan ( i detest most girl from yaoi manga seriously). AV actors are a really tough line. Its not just about loving sex anymore, I guess having sex with someone you really love is just really different to this that you called “work”. It must be really hard to see the person you love having sex with someone other than you too maybe. This is one of favorite book i have read so far from Ootsuki Miu. I love both seme and the uke ! oh gosh they are just freaking adorable !!! Hope you guys will enjoy reading it too !

Spoiler:

Kazuaki is working in a big company but as a character that is not important at all, sometimes having people looking down at him. One day while he was going home while cutting through a park he heard sound of people having sex. While trying to get away from the place, Kazuaki accidentally tripped over a can which cause him to drop his grocery. While hugging Natsumi out from the park, Kira accidentally stepped on Kuzuaki’s tofu. While panicking, Kazukaki ran away without saying anything.  The following day Kira turned out to be waiting for him near his work place, trying to make friend with Kazuaki he confessed to him telling him he was his first love and bring loads of tofu to return.Kira also told him that he was actually a AV actor who was filming in the park that night. At first thinking that Kazuaki of course could not take the blow, ran away and leaving a 10k bill. The next day again, Kira waited for him paying him back the changes and also bring him his whole stack of porn DVD, telling Kazuaki to watch it and know him better. On one of their date, they met natsumi(the female AV actor he met in the park),Natsumi gave a nickname to Kazuaki calling him “tofu-chan” because Kira stepped on his tofu , while Kira was away on phone they started to chat about him and they were actually forced to an alley by thugs who wanted to rape Natsumi.
In order to protect Natsumi, he tried to fight off the thugs (uke leave it to the seme yo..), she manage to run off to seek help from Kira, who eventually beat the sh** out of the thugs.  Kira got punched on his face which made Kazuaki feel really bad blaming on himself that it was his fault so in order to calm him down, he kissed him and that was when Kazuaki told Kira his name. ( kira has been calling him mister from the start).

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if i have this laid out on my bed, i will rape my bed everyday.

i am serious. LOLS !!!~

if you have never read viewfinder before, you must read it. Must. lol. This was a bedsheet included in ayano’s special set awhile ago, only 100 sets available in this world, so its really hard to find it anywhere and price for this treasure, its a damage of about 13,000yen at least (if i am not wrong) . It features semes Usami and smexy hot perfect ahh~ fei long !~ both S semes~ I really wanted this but not now i guess sheet is fitted for a queen size or a king size bed i guess since both semes are scale to their 1:1 .  remember to read viewfinder ~www

due to final year project ~ i am totally gone ~ oh gosh … but here is a small update !~ cheers !~to all matsumoto shungiku fans out there !~ (the author of Junjou Romantica) ~ Her 2nd series ~ sekai ichi hatsukoi is going ANIME !~ i am so totally looking forward to it !~ hope that it has a smexy seiyuu list too ~ xD hahas !~ this is the first update from animenewsnetwork ~ please check out ciel for more information ^^ ~

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it’s just some random stuffs and grumbling about life XD !~

today while i was browsing through animate ~i realize how much togainu can dig money out of fan girl xD !~

i got the first one luckily ~ and it cost me a bomb … and now they are releasing a second one O.O !~ WTH  its the version of smexy akira that nobody can resist !~ this time around shiki looks not as smexy again ~sighs shiki need to give girls more eyes service! ~ XD !!!~ its on fan girl demand !~ i have to order this ~ seriously !~ and my sis’s natsume figurine at the same time ~ my wallet is gonna hurt by oh well ~ its too hard to resist ~ haha !~

LOOK AT HOW DARN PRETTY AKIRA IS … DAMN !~ XD !~

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I read this before leaving for school, school work is getting much more heavier than i thought … its not always that easy i guess, i would love to present something that will amaze people I am still trying my best though. So this was something i came upon when i look at manga recommended actually 99th too (read previous post). Sometimes i find 0neshots are better than manga that drags really long, nice , short and meaningful i guess. Satoru sensei’s first book i read. I was thinking if i really one day ever need a oneshot, i could never get them because they are not sold by itself and the only way to attain them is by getting the monthly magazine and you will end up having many others you do not want Y.Y it just so hard to decide.  Ok come back to the book, I find this kind of story rather common but the part that i like is when he pick up the art piece and wanted it more than the real thing, which i kinda like haha . Guess its because what i am learning about but do take a look at it, if you like a sort of noisy uke you might like it ^^~

What is admire by many is also envy by many…

Summary

Heiji who is an artist moved in next door to Aizawa but they didn’t manage to get in contact because Aizawa’s mother do not allow but one day Aizawa who was an insect lover came across a butterfly which he couldn’t not get his hand on follow it into Heiji’s house. After he finally caught the butterfly, Heiji found him in his house. It was then he discovered that Heiji could actually paint really well and was hiding away all his artworks. When he ask whether he could take away the “thing”, Heiji said go ahead that what he wanted was the butterfly but actually he picked up his painting. Heiji was shocked by what Aizawa did but he still did give the painting to him. Its was later that Aizawa found that actually Heiji was a prodigy in painting. After that Aizawa visited him more often and made friends with him but one day Heiji stopped painting because of his teacher’s rejection of his work. This made Heiji fall into a slump for 2 months. Aizawa could not stand Heiji behaving like that thus, he went foward and gave him a scolding and accidentally saying that he will do anything if Heiji was to continue to paint. Thus Heiji request to paint a nude portrait of Aizawa if he doesn’t he would not paint again anymore. Aizawa did not wanted but still agree in the end. Aizawa was in love with him after they have been together same goes for Heiji. So while he was painting, he confessed to Aizawa. When both of them finally realize their feelings, they slept together. So in the end it ended with Aizawa feeling’s towards Heiji’s sensei.
“Your teacher is probably afraid that Hei-chan would go somewhere… where he couldn’t reach anymore.”

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no.99 人間玩具-池鈴文

My macbook is dying away, have to bring it down for fixing tomorrow. Oh gosh, so I have decided to use as it to the max before its send for fixing and i have to prepare my laptop before it crashes. Damn it. Lucky all work is done before i have any other problems coming, so now i want to read crimson spells all over again because … i seems to have forgot a part of it . omg . =’D so today i dip my toes into ikerei bun-sensei’s book. =D its a oneshot called no.99 human toy. I was attracted by the title the moment i saw it hahas so this oneshot is just hard to describe lols … i just like it alot i got no idea why too … haha i love her artwork because they are always so detailed and carefully done the H scenes are so hot. so enjoy the oneshot, this oneshot doesn’t have an ending but i think its worth the time reading it. ^^

Summary

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Tomoko Yamashita – Illumination

This book is done by tomoko yamashita-sensei and is the first book i read from her. I might go crazy if there was a drama CD for this manga. I craved for more after i finish reading the first chapter of illumination, its was addictive and powerful but coming to the end made me a little disappointing i didn’t guess that it will end without an ending. (even so … i am obsesses with her works) Then i read it again and finally understand what she was trying to say. Tomoko-sensei’s works always ends without an ending, so if you are the type that prefer stories with an ending Tomoko-sensei’s work maybe really cliff hanging and disappointing to you but some of the stories are best leave without an ending, because its more meaningful that way. This is the first book that i read from tomoko-sensei, you will not regret reading the whole thing, I am sure. Tomoko-sensei’s manga usually are josei+yaoi but the blend is perfect meaning it doesn’t have an overdose of Josei elements in the manga itself. Do read at the authors comment at the end of the book because it will tell you all about the story and explains how she feels when she was writing them. Do listen to nightwind by dew, i love the song ever since i know about its existence from chapter 6.

“Even my heart is betraying my heart.”

Summary

Chapters 1-3 – Illumination revolves around 3 person and every one chapter is about the view of how they look at this relationship. Mikita Ryuuji, Sudo Kiyotoshi and Naomi Kyoya. Mikita was not a gay but he was in love with Kyoya who was his childhood friend. He have never confess to him because he was a playboy and he doesn’t want to spoil their relationship. He doesn’t want anything to change, he want to be alone. After he called his ex-girlfriend who was a hostress and told her about what he thinks, he visited a bar and it was there he met Sudo. Sudo ask him to try it with him although Ryuuji hesitated, Sudo forced it on him. Sudo left him even before he woke up in the morning leaving him a note telling him that he had work to do. Although Sudo did leave his number, Ryuuji deleted him number right away. Sudo took the initiative to look up for him at his working place. Ryuuji got no choice but to go with him and invite him to his house for a drink. When they ran out of beer, Ryuuji went to get more and this is when he met naomi who was grumbling more about himself getting dump again. Although he wanted to bunk at his house, he was rejected by Ryuuji. Ryuuji who wanted to get away from all of these troubles chase Sudo out and closed himself in the house.This is when Sudo appears and started to quarrel with Naomi. Sudo stated his motive clearly to Naomi and told him that Ryuuji have already slept with him. Naomi was stunned by what he heard and Sudo clearly knows that Naomi was who Ryuuji love and wanted. Please read the manga for more xD

4th chapter- Love or something

5th chapter- Roses, thorns and a shattering clang.

6th chapter- About him. Listen to the song nightwind when you are reading the book. i think its one the best oneshot i have read, i love the meaning of the whole story although its doesn’t have much bl contents in the book, i find it very interesting.

7th chapter- God’s name is night.

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ねこ田米蔵画集2007

I have been looking though nekota-sensei ‘s list when i came across this book. If you are nekota-sensei’s fan, this illustration book is a must for you ^^. It contains 41 pages of smexy and colored illustration (both manga and doujinshi) . The colors and illustration is just beautiful and i think nekota-sensei’s art always have a mood that made it so attractive. I just love the eyes of the characters, they also seems to have more to say.

If you need to purchase a copy i think you will have to visit tora no ana ( not sure is there any copy left) and also you can try yahoo auction. If you need a preview, visit biblo eros.

Eden by terra ~ and a little thoughts of it .

I think i have become more random then ever. When I was listening to this song I suddenly feel like translating although i know i am not good at it. Please do help me in them if you spot any errors =D ~ i would love to learn from my mistake ! When i look at it again I somehow felt that this song matches akihito’s feeling in the manga view finder by Ayano Yamane- sensei. I am going to start school tomorrow, super sad class timetable because everything just do not go the way i wanted it to ( all those people that give me troubles ends up to be in the same class as me) but be happy … i guess its one of the best timetable you will ever get so, i should just get over it.

Romaji
Yasashii kaori ga suru sunda sora ga tsuzuku
Hito wa kono tochi wo marude rakuen no you to iu

Demo kimi dake wa tooi michi no kuni wo nozomu
Kewashii tabiji demo ii mayowazu tsure satte

Kimi dake wo aishi tsuzukete yuku koto eranda kara
Hane ga suri kirete oreru hi made habatakitai

Sou kokoro fusai de hane wo tozashite tada inotte matsu yori
Inochi no kagiri shinjitsu wo sagasu kimi to ikite yukitai

Kunou no yami konmei no uzu wo ikutsu tobi koeta saki
Saigo ni kimi to tadori tsuku basho soko ga – “Rakuen” ni naru

Translation
Continue to linger in the serene sky was a gentle fragrance.
People say that this land is as if like a paradise.

But all you wish for was that faraway unkown country.
It’s fine even if its a dangerous journey so take me with you without any hesitation.

I choose to continue to keep loving you so
when my wings are worn out,even to the day it shattered, I still want to fly.

Even if my heart is blocked ,my wings are shut,i will pray rather than simply wait.
So with all my limit i will searched for the truth. I want to live on with you.

How many times have we cross this hopeless agony and confused emotions before ?
Until we finally reach that place together in the end. That place will become [our eden].

Kanji
優しい香りがする　澄んだ空が続く
人はこの土地をまるで　楽園のようと言う

でも君だけは　遠い未知の国を望む
険しい旅路でもいい　迷わず連れ去って

君だけを愛し続けてゆく事　選んだから
羽が擦り切れて折れる日まで　翔ばたきたい

そう　心塞いで　羽を閉ざして　ただ祈って待つより
命の限り真実を探す　君と生きてゆきたい

苦悩の闇　混迷の渦を　幾つ飛び超えた先
最後に君と辿り着く場所　そこが – 「楽園」になる

Kyou, Hana No Gotoshi-norikazu akira

today… it snowed,haha. i am lucky i guess, this is what the people say in this place. If you see snow during the start of the year , you will be lucky for the rest of the whole year actually this is suppose to be post a few weeks ago but i just keep dragging. Akira-sensei concentrate her work on Yakuzas, so if you like yakuza stories do take a look at sensei’s work. you will fall in love with her art … but story wise i think it can be better.
So, akira sensei proof to me story can be smex and also SWEET. When i was reading this book, i myself felt a sense of happiness xD… that makes the heart feels moe. i mean it MOE.
I, personally thinks that this manga is her best work comparing to all the others. The ring part totally gged me xD i stared at it for a few moments before i flip it away XD. The book consist of 1 full story and 2 oneshots (one of the oneshot is related to the main story.) Akira-sensei artwork is truly a beauty <3.
“i will always love y0u…“

summary

The first story is about Reiji and kikuchi . xD (please read this sorry i couldn’t provide a summary for this)

2nd one shot was about a salary man (sugiura) who was forced to act as the lover of his boss (kousaka takeshi) to get rid of a woman who keep sticking to him. He got no choice but to act with him. His lover did not believe at first so, Kousaka forced a kiss on Sugiura which cause him to get a slap from her . Kousaka says bluntly to Sugiura that he was “useful”, Sugiura blow off and gave Kousaka a scolding . While Sugiura was running away from that place, he dropped his phone. Sugiura was sure that Kousaka was going to fire him because of what he did, but he was wrong. When he went back to the company the next day, Kousaka told him to go to his house to collect the phone and also gave him more job opportunities. Later when Sugiura visit his house, he invited him to dinner then confess to Sugiura and forced himself on him. Sugiura was able to escape when Kousaka’s phone suddenly rang. Sugiura rushed home again and feels that he may have fallen in love with Kousaka, later at work he heards news that Kousaka was going to get married with a woman who was the daughter of a banker. He went back to his house for the last time to return the clothes he borrowed from him and congratulated him. Tears flow down from his eyes and Kousaka hugged him and confess to him that he was actually in love with him after the moment that they met and he pushed away the engagement for him. After that, they slept together and happily ever after xD. (Read to the end its super moe)

3rd oneshot was about hiroyuki finding his another half. He visited a pet shop and end up getting a pet cat although what he really wanted was Nao, the part time worker at the pet shop. At first Nao thought that Hiroyuki was a host because of the way he dress and looks . When he deliver the pet to Hiroyuki house, he was shocked to see the big house and also Hiroyuki’s confession that he was actually trying to get closer to him. This made Nao really angry because Nao thinks that Hiroyuki wasn’t going to take good care of the cat but just fooling around with him. Nao dashes out and give Hiroyuki a good scolding and ask him to return the cat to the shop if he wasn’t serious in looking after it. After that Hiroyuki left a message at the shop saying that he will take good care of the cat, thus Nao felt bad about what he had done and decide to apologize to him. When Nao went over to Hiroyuki house and found him assassinated by a man, he finally found out that he was a yakuza (saw the tatoo on his back). Once again Hiroyuki confessed to Nao about his identity and told him to make up his mind on whether he would want to be with him.  When Nao realize, he was already in love with Hiroyuki. He made up his mind and went up to confess. ~ Happily ever after xD !

At the end of the book, both story ends when hiroyuki and kikuchi met each other at a high end jewelery shop. Both of the order a pair of ring from the shop (wedding bands XD moe !)  one set is a pair of toe rings and the other is a leg band and bracelet.

Happily ever after love story <3

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